Willis. Bubba. Bill Grande. Apple "Streu"del. Chuck. Cupcake. Bilbo. Billubbaluva. Just a few of the many nicknames I have been blessed with over the years. But, truth is that one of my favorites has always been Captain Optimist.
I like being an optimist. I like to accentuate the positive. I like to always find something to smile about. And why not?
Now, I know that there is sometimes a fine line between being real and putting a mask on. I understand the danger of faking it and just slapping a smile on your face so you don't have to show people what is really going on. I won't pretend that this has been an easy experience, but I am a firm believer that, in Christ, we ALWAYS have something to look forward to.
This past Sunday, I had a lot of people ask how I was feeling. Truth is that I don't know the best way to answer that question. I think this is because of my optimism. The deal is that I'm not doing great, but I know that any suffering I am experiencing could be much worse.
One of my friends asked how I was feeling and I replied, "Ummm...I'm alright." He said, "You know, Billy, you don't always have to be positive." Was he wrong in saying this? Absolutely not. But, I started to really think about it and realized that this is just who I am. I thank God for this blessing. Perhaps living in Bosnia-Herzegovina has even aided in enhancing this within me. I believe that I have seen what terrible suffering could possibly be, and I know God has led me to encourage them to put their hope in Christ and not despair. So, I hope that when I "accentuate the positive," it is my striving to bank my hope in the One who has given me something to ALWAYS look forward to.
Romans 8 shows us that our present sufferings are basically birth pangs on the road to future glory. I want to live that out in my life and view whatever may come through that lens.
Just call me Captain Optimist.
Thanks for sharing each post, Billy. You are almost there! Wish I could show support for you and Jess in person, but please know I am there in prayer and spirit!
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